the ideal way to live

Sleep late, have fun, get wild, drink whiskey and drive fast on empty streets with nothing in mind but falling in love and not getting arrested.

- Hunter S. Thompson

Broke as hell…

I just looked at my bank account to see if I have enough money to last me until tomorrow (pay day), and as it turns out I only have 62 cents.   ouch.

Philosophy

A very good friend of mine turned 21 tonight so I drove him to go out and buy his first beer just after midnight. We get back to his house and went out on the porch so he could sip his Cobra 40 and smoke a cig which is something he had been wanting to do for sometime. Our conversation began as a rant about a possibly narcissistic friend of ours. This led us to one of the most in depth philosophical discoveries that i could ever experience. I had felt alone in my thoughts on states of mental awareness and until tonight I felt confused. There is simply no way for me to explain these stages unless you are at the 3rd level, and reaching this level is something that must be discovered on one’s own. We literally spent nearly 4 hours going back and forth explaining our thoughts and experiences and comparing our ideas and just pushing further and further into these concepts. I cannot explain just how relieving it was to know that someone else, especially a close friend, was so in tune with what I had been thinking for some time now. The relief I now have after we talked can’t be explained, and with every mind blowing concept we covered I felt more and more euphoric. Having real friends and real conversations (which i never expected to speak about) like this restore my faith in humanity. Thank you.